Despair

Ольга Малиёва
Feeling tied of hesitating
I just want to find some reason

I afraid to make a step
And I’m angry with myself

I am lost in pain and hating
And I need something to please me

As I see that my mistake
Caused a bid error itself

I was scared I was stupid
Didn’t know how to pretend and...

Something perfect made by Cupid
Stole my mind. It was a bad trend.

Couldn’t see a little light
Couldn’t smile and couldn’t lie

Pushing down myself that time
I was cross that I was I.