I won't fight anymore, cause it is useless, u see.
And furthermore I've lost all my strength,
But fortunately find the course.
One day I forgot my general aim,
I allured my mind with only thought -
to solve one's problem, to help one's being,
but I didn't realize, it was needless him at all.
All that is done - is for the better,
And this bitter experience is good too.
All I can do now is to realize this,
not only with my mind, but with my heart too.
23/11/06