Merry Christmas… Be as merry as you can
I’m so sad I’ve been forced to have some fun
Merry Christmas… All my dreams will come untrue
What ‘bout you?
For God’s sake, don’t even try to crack a joke
I’ve got problems with my mind, I wanna go
But I know I won’t be loved as I have been
That’s my sin
Day will come, another night will pass away
I’ve got stuck here, I’m surprisingly okay
I do hate to be with those who make me lie
Pass me by
Merry Christmas… I was sure you had escaped
Was I happy? No, I was so very scared
Merry Christmas… I’ve got no more dreams at all
Save my soul!
25.12.1998