Smother me in your embrace, help me to erase my face
I need you here by my side
To see what I could have been, if only I hadn't lied
This hatred rises from the depths
I can't forgive, I can't forget
I poison everything around
And flowers fade when only I touch the ground
They sense my stinky smell and then…
Don't want! But how come I give them pain?!
I wanted to be loved and love
But something's broken inside:
I'm the one not needed here
I've never lost this endless fear.
I'm the one who watches
The others laugh and play
And when at night I lay
I dreamt of place so far away
But no way…oh, no way…
Forgive me…