In rings of secret waves of life
I felt, I did it wrong.
Pain feeling of a hidden knife
Was left to come along.
I knew, I did a piece of fate,
But was it done as must?
The secret road revealed so straight –
I felt a great disgust.
How should I do? And do I need
To rule my life like that?
I know no words and things indeed
To make it as I had.