I looked in a mirror
And I saw her crying.
She was blaiming the world!
She was truth denying!
She was so alive!
Then so hollow!
With her bright green eyes
Filled with sorrow…
Then she noticed me
Stopped and stared.
I was so confused..
“-Do you understand?
What’s the reason I cry?
Can you tell me why?
Am I dirty soul?
Or am I following the light?
Am I empty?
Or overfilled with life?
Am I damned?
Or am I blessed inside?”
So much pain in every word!
So much horror!
And her bright green eyes
Filled with sorrow...
She was screaming
And laughing and crying in one!
I wanted to stop that desperation
But it couldn’t be done!
My eyes began filling with tears
My heart stopped beating!
I dropped down to my knees
And started mirror hitting!
The glass crashed at once
My arms were in blood!
And the small piece of mirror took my glance
The bright green eyes still crying – Hang up!
I throwed it away!
And tried to stand up to feet!
And then touched my face...
Without eyes on it...