perpetual meaning
now only exists
in your consciousness
when your eyes are shut,
your lost bloodshot eyes
it all disappears
and only one thing
will haunt you, as you
try to wrap your cold mind -
get some sleep, but those dreams
do not want to be caught
they are avalanched, and
are misshapen and moved
they evolve and revolve
and become in the end
that disturbed gruesome snow
that you lay on the
sun-splattered memories.
now that summer has left you
dreams of winter protrude.
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