Don’t bother me to live my own life.
To hide the tears when I don’t want to show them,
And to keep silence when it’s hard to say Good Bye
And to stay calm, when everyone is nervous.
And if you want to help me on my way,
Just say the words, which can encourage spirit.
Cause now I feel a terrible despair,
Which can destroy my soul and mind so easily.
Please never say me, what I shouldn’t do…
We can’t return the past or change the future.
And if you want to feel me nearby you…
Don’t try to read me boring, foolish lectures.
Don’t try to rearrange my own life...
I want to be myself without changes…
To sit in silence when I want to cry
Without wasting time for explanations.
Just try to promise that you will never be
So violence in our relations
Just say at once: “I need you… be with me…
And I don’t care about your ambitions”.
31.03.05.