I'm a loser!
I never got a reason to hide
and to rise and to fall
in somebody's arms.
I'm a jerk,
selfish idiot,
who decided to destroy
own life and went on a social ledder down.
Meeting other's frown with a naughty smile,
drawing near the end of the moon and
waiting for the better life to come.
I am believer yet.
I still look for the ray of sun
in the hopeless endless dark.
Exchanging own fears
to dropping down tears of mine.