im left in continuous doubt
whether near you or far and away
unsurpassable obstacle stays
im with you and im without
be it fall or grasshoppering summer
lest you should disappear for good
i keep tracing your flickering boots
like in close pathetic to drama
you put on indescribable frown
more than often but what is my share
to pretend your are perfectly there
am i with you or am i without