Why Is It?

Мейлинг Ирина
Told you to leave and forget my name.
Burnt all the bridges and shut my door.
Loved someone else and I took the blame.
What is it now I'm crying for?

Why only now would I toss and turn?
Loneliness touching me, fingers cold.
Could I forget all the things I own?
Breaking your heart, not my only fault.

Could you forget as I hoped you would,
Every your tear that I caused and saw?
Hope it would serve me right as it should,
Why is it now I miss you so?