Once I left my home and just started to walk
Anxiety was eating me within
I was pacing further in attemt just to block
The thought: I'm aging with every step taking
& when I rose my gaze I've met darkness
Which has enveloped all around
It made me just like steel-made fist
That time I was strong: I've been forged by darkness I found
& I walked further still uneasy
Anxiety within me has been freezing
& when I've risen my gaze I've seen a dancing couple
A maiden and a sceleton, whom have exchanged their eyes
This made me live forever in a moment which has stopped
that time I was eternal, I have been ever-living in that time, that ice
& when I rose my eyes, I've stared at the sky & crowes
Which flew around me, I've heard muteness & moan
This made me silent, Made out of me a groan.
That time I was double. But it was not an obstackle for my alarm
& when I rose my gaze, Ive seen the stooped aged man
Whom has been dripping tears on a tore neck of violin
It brought me sorrow & a grief, this back, which is bend.
That time I cried bitterly. The strenth of sorrow was so aweing.
& when I've risen my gaze for the last time, I've seen new break of day, which been glowing beyond good & evil & which been filling everything with ultramarine. This light was my salvation. Anxiety is gone.