Dedicated to the girl that tried to save my soul and didn't succeed.
Once more the blood is spilled over dirt and gas,
The yellow flag waves like an autumn leaf.
The final turn was too sharp for us...
I tried my best, but it's time to leave...
Fourteen months flew by us like one crazy day,
The words of love I never said to you
Mixed up with tequila, Italians - that was the way
We lived- hope your dreams will come true.
You and I passed together through fire and hell,
Even pregnancy - thank God, it hasn't confirmed.
We both gave some warmth and some hatred as well...
I am thankful to you for the lessons I learned.
I'm the real "bashmak" and my heart is like stone.
But you knew that! You knew from the very first night -
And you towed me until all your feelings are gone,
Blaming me for my memories - that was NOT right.
You go mad at me just after hearing Her name,
Though, this poem I wrote is for you, no one else.
The first time i express my deep feelings this way
And it's, probably, last, if that makes any sense.
2012