Decadence

Арина Элхэ Бедрина
A process of decay requires a soul.
It wouldn't be satisfied with mere bodies.
When one can feel inside a painful hole
The thing he does the first - he simply studies
Himself not as a surgeon - a dissector
Is better to say. How do I function?
And which of all diversity's the sector
Responsible for how I get in touch with
those people who I need? I have no answers.
I have to study more of my depression.
I can afford it. I am a freelancer.
But what I want is mental vivisection.

25.09.2012