Collection of some my things for last time

Джаан
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If we understand each other,
why shouldn't we
talk politely
about what the harvest will be this summer?

(haiku)
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The smell of roses, I hear
squinting my eyes at the tip of my nose.
Divine Yoga!
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A bee collects nectar from a rose,
but avoids its thorns.
This is exactly that.
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If you can wish for,
then you are able to pay.
Money, love, freedom - all is you,
your strength and energy,
and your wish is your path.
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I send to him away far a gift
the words:
"I present to you the dawn"
but do not feel his smile on my lips.
So he has not received the letter.
I raised my eyes
and sent it to the tree outside the window
and it is gratefully nodded branches.
But why should I give it to a tree?
Then I give it to myself,
and I send these words:
"I give you sunrise" to itself.
Oh how sad,
just anger takes over my heart!
For myself I do not need it!
Anger!
Well I beat myself by these words,
with all might,
and they fly away from me, as sparks
and fly away far.
And I feel lovely smile on my lips.
I raised my eyes and see-
the tree is smiling at me.
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Why and whome we love?
Inside of us there is somebody, who loves and is loved.
And in mirror we see instead of ourselves
every time different strange ugly and
unpleasant people.
But sometimes when we are happy, we meet ourselves
in mirror. We recognise ourselves.
And when we make happy whome we love,
we see him beautiful, his face, and we are enjoing with this
beauty. We recognise our lover in this moment
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Myself not understanding
I drive you away from me
to enjoy
in loneliness
by the sweet longing for you.
(i m not sure that he will be happy with me,
so i hurt him, to be sure, that he is unhappy without).
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When we were kids,
no one is trying to seduce us,
we were not need anyone,
tedious and greedy and whiny.
We did not compare the good and the best.
We did not want to have anything good FOREVER.
And we were free.
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...the flight of birds in the bright sky.
Not as well-a my soul
soars high
among snow-white
clouds?...
oh how good sometimes
to stay Chinese poetess of the 16th century.
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Abstract thinking without images
make you happy
in your loneliness.
Don't look outside.
Don't look inside.
Simply don't look...
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ABOUT REINCARNATION

If you dream about your own, not about money, not love or sex, more closer,
about only your own...

you can see that inside of you there is very big potential,
many ideas are wait their born and development during present life,
very interesting ideas about own happiness, own realisation...

Maybe after death, when a man used all abilities during his life,
these not using feelings about his own body, mind, life, as any power, force him to come back into new life...and to continew
live as a human and not as the pig, pig who is waged kill.
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As Buddha said: we devote our life to understand why we are suffering. :)
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Drunken meditation can be...

How men are drinking,
the second after the first,
without break,

talking, asking:
do you respect me!?,

laughing without joy,
crying with drunk tears
or singing as dead.

So much noise.
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Strong-willed man is worried
about the fate of the world,
weak one worry about his own.
All worry.
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Looking to old hands
what we see?
Worriing and fighting.
Fighting and greediness.
Greediness and greediness.
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I m swimming bad.
I m afraid to sink.
I am afraid of cold.
I m afraid the sea.
But sometimes
I am sitting near it
and looking into the deep,
dark and deep water.
Long.
And suddenly
i feel the strong wish
to stay there.
It is as I feel home.
The same all in life.

We are afraid
till we don't meet deep.
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What is the true obstacles in love?

I had many stories about my life
with the beginning and with the end!
I loved
and always
there were the obstacles
to be happy together.
Once i loved married,
once I loved the boyfriend of my friend,
once I loved old and married, and with the kids,
once I loved my boss again married,
once I loved the friend of my brother,
and so he avoided me,
when I was very young,
Every time something prevented.
Every time there was the obstacle
to be happy
together!
Now I see:
only one obstacle is -
the doubt,
if he loves me really?
The only question!
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