I fell in love when I didn`t know you at all,
Like a ghost penetrated through impenetrable wall,
Like a thunder you burst into my life,
Became the oxygen without which I can`t survive,
We`re like distant heaven and close earth,
Plucked flower without petals and gorgeous rose,
Like black and white, like drought and rain,
Like darkness and light, happiness and pain,
We shouldn`t have met but finally we did,
Planted the fruit of love from tiny seeds...
Should I regret now the feelings I had?
Smiles I flung and tranquil words I shared?
Should I cry for my torn emotions and heart?
Maybe I`m broken but was given a proper start.
You threw my love like paper into blazing fire,
Burnt my tears, thoughts and true desires,
Now, I`m burnt-out, only live coals are left,
You`ve stole my all, congrats, it was a skillful theft.
You`ve destroyed me till the last falling drop,
When I asked for mercy, you didn`t even stop,
Are you ready to love those ashes left from me?
Soon they will be washed away by the mighty sea...
But I loved you like no one will ever do,
Naked all my heart and soul for you,
I gave you so much no one`s received so far,
Wrote your name at most distant polar star,
What have I got from precious you in return?
Faked illusions, wreck of love to mourn?
Where are you, so passionate and loving at the end?
Where`s your love and always welcome helping hand?
Were you awkward killer leaving me still breathing?
Leaving me alive but deprived of vital meaning?
Deliberately grinning straight into my fading eyes,
Pulling my heart out, making me look at the sky,
I saw the sunshine ray amidst the leaden clouds,
Could hardly stand up and looked around...
You disappeared out of my blurred from tears sight,
You almost killed me cruelly but thanks, I`m still alive.
Feeling dead but heart is palpitating in my chest,
Cut off wings, I`m creeping but somehow I`m blessed.
I`m bleeding at my core, it hurts but I`m alive,
It means I`m not so weak, I`ve dared to survive...
- Svetlank@ -