inside out

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Don’t wait
Until it’s too late,
Until there is no gate
So you can call it “fate”

Don’t cry
while doing solo-fly
It’s  all because you lied
But use another try…

You lose
When one you loved is bruised
You in a constant cruise
From sorrow to confuse

Don’t die
Until you’ve gained a smile,
Until you’ve gone through trial
And you can feel the lite.

And by power of anger I’m driven to seek for revenge…
But my angel is bleeding and crying and begging to change!
Surrender and slope,
Breath deeper and cope
For vital illusion – for hope!

Don’t love
 If you can shoot that dove?
If you can cut in half
It with unsharpened knife.

Strange that
You’ve always bean ahead
Of half a thought in my head
Haven’t you noticed I’m dead?

My faith
Had only your face
Carried with honor and grace
But gone without a trace.

My heart
Can be elsewhere parked
But its forever marked
By sweet and poisoned dart.

Now I pray for my soul which I let to be turned inside out
And the rest of me blindly refusing to see the way out:
To start a new graph,
Hide scars with the scuff
From greatest of pleasure – from love!

You lose
When one you love is bruised,
You in a constant cruise
from sorrow to confuse.