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Ñòèõ-âäîõíîâèòåëü - "Õâàòèò?" (Ìåãà Ïàøà)
http://stihi.ru/2012/07/10/1549

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 àâòîáóñå óçðåë òû íåçíàêîìêó, -
â äóøå òâîåé ïðîèçîøëà ïîëîìêà:
Þíà, ñòðîéíà, ñ êðàñèâîþ ïðè÷¸ñêîé
è ñ ìàêèÿæåì ÿðêèì, íî íåáðîñêèì.

À äîìà æä¸ò æåíà â ïðîñòîì õàëàòå,
è äåòè ïëà÷óò, êàê âñåãäà íåêñòàòè,
è åæåäíåâíûé áûò äàâíî ïðèåëñÿ,
è ÷óâñòâ íàêàë, óâû, êóäà-òî äåëñÿ...

Ãîòîâ îòäàòü òû æåì÷óãà è çëàòà,
÷òîá äåíü áûòü õîëîñòûì, à íå æåíàòûì.
Ê ïîïóò÷èöå òû ïîäîø¸ë áû ñìåëî
è ïðèãëàñèë íà êîôå, ìåæäó äåëîì.

Êàêîé áû òàì ïîòîì íè âûøåë ñëó÷àé,
íî ñîâåñòü áû òåáÿ íå ñòàëà ìó÷èòü.
Íî òû æåíàò. È íå ñëó÷èòñÿ ÷óäà:
âåäðî â äâåðÿõ, íåìûòàÿ ïîñóäà...

Áåññìûñëåííû íàäåæäû è óëîâêè...
Òû âûéäåøü íà çíàêîìîé îñòàíîâêå
Óì÷èòñÿ âäàëü àâòîáóñ ñ íåçíàêîìêîé,
èçäàâ ïðîùàëüíûé âçäîõ - ïðîòÿæíûé, ãðîìêèé...

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Ýé, âûøå íîñ! Òâîÿ æåíà «â óäàðå»:
æä¸ò ìóæà íå â õàëàòå, - â ïåíüþàðå,
äåòèøåê îòâåçëà ê áàáóëå-ò¸ùå,
íàêðàñèëàñü — âî âñåîðóæüè, â îáùåì!

À íåçíàêîìêà â äîì âîøëà ïîíóðî,
ñíÿâ ìàêèÿæ è îáëà÷èâ ôèãóðó
â çàñòèðàííûé è ñòàðåíüêèé õàëàòèê...

Òåáå ñåáÿ æàëåòü, ïîæàëóé, õâàòèò!


** 10.03.2013 **


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