OK?

Фри Ка
If i say OK will it be enough?
I guess, no.
I'm practicing consciousness. I relise everything i do.
Every step in my life. Trying to escape feelings. Only ideas and thoughts.
And this darkness in my head...And these dark eyes looking at me from the night sky.
I've found myself. And I don't like it.
I breath, I sleep, I do my work. Running from the routine.
And i feel that i'm on the threshold of accepting the Truth.
But i'm still kidnapped by useless questions.
No, I'm not really OK. I hope it is different with U.