It was the worst time I've ever had
Because she loved me so so much
I loved her too, but all my love
Was just like dirt below her feet
Than I have also destiny's kick
And understood how bad I am
She was with me all that bad times
And helped me with my wretched life
She loved me, but I couldn't see
How grand for me is this her love
I couldn't expect that she would leave
I've thought that she is needing me
Just like I am
So I was wrong and was like corpse
I couldn't believe that's all this real
And my depression lasted and lasted
I still could not get over it
And couldn't believe that I'm alone
I used some anti-depressants
But it didn't help and made just worse
I wasn't asleep I wasn't eat I dreamed
That somewhere she is glad
I live alone and have no friends
I think I do not need them now
Maybe someday I'll find someone
But not today, not in this life