A chain reaction of questions to myself

Игорь Руз
Now my head feels dizzy,
And my hands are numb.
For whatever reason.
Why am I so drunk?

I just only had like
Couple pints tonight,
But could only handle
Less than I would like.

When did I commence my
Unsuccessful night?
Where are all my friends at
At a time like that?

Why the hell it's Monday
On my watch right now?
I left home on Friday -
Slipped away somehow.

Slipped away from conscience,
But it haunts me on.
Alcoholic potions
Did not help at all.

Just what was I hoping
To forget about?
I remember talking
Right before blackout.

Who was that unlucky
Guy whom I spoke to?
He must have been taunted,
Even punched for good...

What exactly made me
Into ruthless man?
Wasn't that the question
I forgot about?

Still in search for answers
In the distance, I
Head to where I started
On the Friday night.