the real feeling

Крис Дорвэйс
i asked the filthiest hussy about love
she saucily mocked in my face
then she spited the dirtiest sperm in the world
and smoked the cheapest cigarettes even without filter

i asked a girl
she was six
it is the most wonderful age when a child
'love when they hold each other while vomit' she replied
disgusting

i asked the oldest man about it
he opened a mouth, trying to tell something
my hands were shaking with excitement, waiting for the answer
and then he died withot response

still as i am
i don't know for what love
means
does
exists
teases me

i heard the most theurgic music i've ever known
it was love