Antiutopian

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Prologue.  Speak calm and without emotions:

O yes, I have seen it
I know what they mean
I want to forget that I’m in.

Music!

Eyes closed – was so easy
To live in the dream,
I opened this book
         (didn’t expect!)
It so much to bring
Now time of pretending:
The game, I am in!
         (an annoying defect!)
In The system of glory,
In The machine of sin!

Chorus:

They stitch world with wire,
Disconnection I feel!
My only desire –
To forget what I’ve seen!
O yes, I have seen it.
I know what they mean!
Now I think how to deal it…
I  WANT            TO  FORGET             THAT  I’m  IN.

Now I can read the signs
While I still inside,
But I know, all the time –
You are beside!
We’ve been running too fast
To the edge of the Earth,
But that wasn’t enough
To break up with all ghosts!

They still chase us, they chase us
I know they were born
From the page of society
In the book we have burnt!

Chorus:

They stitch world with wire,
Disconnection I feel!
My only desire –
To forget what I’ve seen!
O yes, I have seen it.
I know what they mean!
I don’t know how to deal it…
I  WANT            TO  FORGET             THAT  I’m  IN.


And time will come
The beast made  of gears
Will reveal growing hunger
For our tears.
And no strength to resist,
And no strength to hold on
Your tiny fist…
My love, in this fight
 Everyone          at the end        will be alone

Chorus:

They stitch world with wire,
Disconnection I feel!
My only desire –
To forget what I’ve seen!
O yes, I have seen it.
I know what they mean!
I don’t know how to deal it…
I  WANT            TO  FORGET             THAT  I’m  IN.


Epilogue:

My only desire
      To forget
           That I’m in
Yes I’m still in
       O my love,
            Tell me please
                Why am I still in?