I never felt happier than I do at the moment,
I never wanted to swallow my silent tears,
If someone hurt me I stayed torn and broken,
If someone cut my wings I suffered for years.
It’s like a flick inside your brain cells for a second,
You may not notice how it will influence your life
But you come cleaner out of the river blackened
Throwing down your heavy burden to survive.
I never chased pipe dreams but somehow failed,
We all have right for ups and downs anyway
But luckily we have that time to straighten sails
And row our boats towards the lightship bay.
It’s unexplainable how whole Universe assists
When you start working on your inside flaws,
So that nothing can bend you down on knees,
So that you wouldn’t cut touching sharp thorns.
I never felt happier before yielding to my fears,
Depending on what others would say about me,
I've found sense to wash away my recent tears,
Someone who gave me vision on how to be free.
July 30, 2013