Tell me why it’s ruined not having started at all,
Why should I stumble upon your pride and fall?
Why was this love fragile and destined to break up,
Why ain’t we strong enough to illuminate the dark?
Tell me which direction your obstinate wind blows,
What road bears your footprints and where it goes?
What star above gives you vigor to move ahead,
What kinda thoughts have tangled your witty head?
Tell me if something went wrong through my fault,
Where I failed awkwardly trying to break your wall?
Was I left alone in my battle, torn and disarmed,
Where I had to continue fighting and where to stop?
Tell me how you tried to keep this pure love alive
If you’ve given up after the first unsuccessful try,
If you diluted juicy colors pouring out all your greed,
Walking away with sticky indifference on your feet?
Tell me if velvet sky is the same above your head,
What bleeding memories I’d better erase and forget,
What was better for us and why it didn’t work out
And how to stop searching for you in urban crowd…
October, 14, 2013