You're not mine and that tears my soul apart,
Those smiles you fling are definitely nor for me,
For someone else living deep inside your heart,
For someone special out of your youthful dream.
Your whisper is for someone's listening ears,
Silky touches with seductive strong man's hands,
But I've been loving you for all these silent years
Suffocating from helplessness again and again.
I wanna so much drag these chemical molecules out,
To free my tired brain from these senseless thrills,
Quit searching for your distant shadow in the crowd,
And seal that empty vessel that accidentally spills.
My tangled thoughts are carried to the lonely mirror
Where love is deeply carved in every wrinkle line,
Whatever I may look at every time I only see you
And helplessness weights down on me so tight.
Morning birds start chirping swallowing sunshine
My eyes are closed for the scream of newborn day,
Raving lips can't stop repeating: "you're not mine...
Cupid's arrow won't ever cross our never crossing ways."
You're not mine but I will love you till I'm fully torn,
It's just a misconception of the blindfolded destiny
That severed us before the seed of love was born
Thrusting unbearable pain into the core of loving me...