Yearning soul

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And every minute of my life,
I think about our days.
And everytime I close my eyes,
I see the dreams with city lights.
I full in love with memories.
I miss about the past.
I'm in the darkness siting now
And think about my life.
You know that I have nothing now?
That I've madness inside?
Can you imagine what I feel?
That war now in my mind?
I damage everything inside,
Trying make my feelings less,
But yearning soul dosen't let me sleep,
She whispers only 'close, close, close'...