I just can not act against you,
I just can't hurt you any way.
You mean so much to me, that's true,
But now I loose you day by day.
I just can't be at war with you,
One thought of it torments my soul.
There's so much pain I have gone through,
Just like the deepest, darkest fall
That you don't notice at all.
I just cant make myself be rough,
I just can't make myself be rude -
You smile at me. Oh, that's enough!
To me you're like a drug in blood-
That's what you haven't understood...
I just can't make myself calm down,
Can't get myself to let you go.
I'm beaten, all is going round.
Don't let me down, don't leave me, no!