... build up a certain level of disgust.
and trust? forget the trust.
I cannot trust. I won't,
for there are reasons you don't understand, you don't.
I hope,
sincerely hope you will become at least
a tenth of what I thought you were.
I'm sure,
I must let go.
But I can't show
you why. You won't believe at all.
you have to fall,
so you can finally realize
who was exposed, who was disguised.
become sublime
you will. with time.
not now, I'm sorry. you are not
the person who I really sought.