Past doesn t worth your tears

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I feel like being under depress,
Cause i've become so reckless.
I dont sleep quite every night,
But you dont hug me very tight!
What've happed to you, little boy,
You think that you're my new toy?
Now you're just fucking wrong,
Hold me firmly and stay strong.
I dont need this shit of past!
Yesterday i threw all last!
I brought lots of scalding pain,
But my love, you couldn't claim.
It's so hard to make all new,
And i'mn't ideal just like you.
You don't believe me anymore
But love like 2 months before.
Want to change this situation,
Cause you're my destination.
Want to pick up only trust,
Cause i hate my fucking past,
I hate myself for all these years.
Past doesnt worth all your tears.
Forgive me, little, for my lies,
I lied staring at your trustful eyes!
Forgive me, sweety, i feel my shame.
Promise, i will never be the same.