A million of years

Êàðèíà Áóÿíîâà
I don’t know how to fly
But I want to reach
The sun and blue sky.
Who can this teach?

I’m trying to breath
Through thousands of ice.
I am underneath
I won’t recognize.

How long I live –
A million of years.
I always beneath
My soul’s tears.

I know I’ll make
The end of the life.
I won’t awake
Although I try.

I will survive –
Blood runs through veins.
“Spring will arrive!” –
My spirit says.

I won’t regret
The all I’ll miss.
Seems, I forget
The taste of this.

I live and go
A million of years.
Will God allow
You to stop my tears?

2004