Where can I turn to?
When I'm quite sure I can't.
So silent, I talk now
To Pushkin monument.
I'm trying to touch it,
To get some energy.
Feel lonely and quiet
With so much wrong with me...
I'm stuck with my pain now,
It's boiling my brain out!
So heavy my burden,
I must get through somehow!
Still far from my own way,
I need some hint or sign,
Need something to start with,
To heal my state of mind,
To rest or to work hard,
But something to begin!
God, throw to the right way
And save my love with me!
July 11, 2014