emotions

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You asked me, why i was so sad
Why i was with no reasons mad.
Dont ask me around  anymore,
You've made my life not chilly as it was before,
So now I don't loaf about in clubs as you do,
I dont want to wake up anymore, i do feel blue,
I lost sense of life, i lost all dummy friends
And my soul came to a logical end.
Bitch! i feel this awful caustic pain,
But you said, it was my fault again.
You boast about that i was born a loser.
I laught cause you're not a chooser,
You live with your old fat mom,
Her big ass always need a calm!
She the one who decides your fate,
And punishes you, if you come home late,
Oh you cry? Lets call your mummy
She will say, that you're still yummy!
Wait, please wait!
May i wipe away your tears?
May save you from all fears?

I looked at the broken mirror..
I saw her yelling so loud!
Everyone shut up, she's alone in a crowd!
All emotions she tries to keep inside.
I have one need it's a long-long ride!
I wish to ride away from myself.
Doctor,please, i need this yellow pill!
This person is knocking, she wants me to kill.