I feel so lost and so unloved,
I don't know what you want from me.
For me, deciding is too hard
Whether to stay or quickly leave.
I sort of love you, sort of hate,
I maybe care, maybe not,
I wonder if you are my fate,
Or is my fate somewhere lost.
Sometimes I feel like you're my God,
Another day you're the bad guy,
You are responsible for all
The times I couldn't help but cry.
I wish we talked about it,
I wish you tried to understand.
But here's the worst and that's the shit -
You've never given me a hand.
I'm lost and drawning in the see
Of endless, salt, unhelpful tears.
Oh please, I beg you, please, save me,
Deprive me of my scary fears!
But you're not listening at all,
You're sitting in this empty room
As if you were just like this wall,
Insensitive to any bloom.