I m fighting with the silence...

I’m fighting with the silence.
I’m sinking in my fears.
I cannot keep me conscious.
I cannot stop the tears.

I’m going to nowhere,
I’m moving step by step.
And every step brings nothing
But sadness and regret.

I’m fighting, but I’m failing -
To trick the fate is hard.
It seems like nothing’s changing…
And I’ll still play my part.