I burnt my bones to ashes
Cause I don't need them more
I forced myself to crush
I'm broken, greater than before!
Heart simply made from steel
It suffers from disease
Which make me hurt and kill!
Surpassing human's limits,
But I still have no choice
I must abandon my feelings
Just to forget her voice
Once prayed for light and peace
I received darkness and war
Pain in my heart is so fierce
I fought, but what it was for?
I scattered seeds of love
But what was grown just weed
I'll again spill my blood
For something I don't need
Raison d'Etre - don't have one
Nightmare - that's what I see
From destiny can't longer run
And nothing will make me free.
~Fikwriter