can not and can

Легкая Ложь
i can't lose, but cannot win
all my secret is my sin
i can find, but cannot catch
all my weapon is prefetch
i can see, but cannot hold
all my ideals too old
love  all life, a sacred game
all my results is so same
want to hold, but can not find
all my loves was never mine
i am tired... but i can't stop
love - my gift.
              and love - my rope.