The more I’m starting to remember,
The more I’m trying to forget.
I know that I will not surrender,
Not sure if I won’t regret.
My words are strong
Although I’m scared,
My fear is wrong
But I can’t share it.
I said goodbye,
Not sure why,
Buried my hopes
In that goodbye.
For all the future dreams
I’ve broken
I better leave
The truth unspoken.
Although it’s bubbling underneath,
I won’t be falling to my knees
To pray that I could be forgiven –
As I’m on fair terms with evil.