That was the final talk -
There'll be no more.
I wish that I could walk
Down to the shore
To say the words
That could relieve my pain.
It hurts so much
That I can go insane.
I want forgiveness
More than I want sleep.
The horrid words
That cut me so deep,
Cut to the raw
And left me so undone -
I'm willing to forget,
But harm is done.
I wish to wake up
And to just be free
Of feelings, of my dreams.
I used to be.
I wish for water
To erase the harm,
For liquid blood
That could be so calm,
So thin like water
In the winter sleep.
I wish to lose
The love that cuts so deep.
That was the final talk,
Unless you try
To save this love
That leaves without goodbye.
Unless you wish
To keep me in your heart.
Unless you love me still...
With all your blood...
17/10/2015