Addiction

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It’s   just  so dreadful… understanding you’re not minå
But you’re aware I’m yours , I’m  here around
And your insanity still over my decline
Still my consciousness is covered with a shroud...

My mind’s seduced by tangency    vibrations,
My dignity’s    still blazing   there in hell,
My soul  is down of   bitter revelations -   
I’d run away, If I just could rebel...

If I could get escaped …Ain’t even trying -
It’s You  I’m  still  addicted to  depend,
With You I’m full of pain, without You – almost dying
And I confess for that, I blame it, I repent...
            
Just hold me tight…my rules not worth a button,
Despite this nonsense could be ever hardly gained... 
I do conform. My principles are nothing -
Addiction’s over everything  again.