My soul aches

MY SOUL ACHES…
         
My soul aches so much
When they look into my eyes
And tell nothing but lies.
When a quasi-friend visits me
And betrays my trust, stealing my things.
When I see so clearly,
That I'm being used insolently.
When they wreck my home,
And all I can do is pay more.
My soul aches so much
When I'm being misunderstood.
When I'm being blamed
For wanting to help and be acclaimed.
Everybody wants something from me.
Unhappy ones visit me and despair,
Wanting to make me unhappy as well.

11-02-2014

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AP (the original version – ru)