I want to find my place in this my life.
Without doubts and without strife.
I want to read my destination's book,
Where path to freedom possible to look.
My sleepless nights and restless days
No one will judge, no one will praise.
God is my witness, He alone.
To Him my heart is clear and known.
Please, tell me, Silent Omniscient,
Is close to me Enlightenment?..
…No any answer, only nightly breeze
Makes loud noise of bushy leaves on trees...
Gone far away all friends and all the cares,
Lost its importance many great affairs.
I sit alone, immovable, without any hope
Life's river flowing slowly, drop by drop...