xx Strongly recomend you to watch the film "Never let me go" , which became a source of inspiration for writing this poem xx
music: amber run – I found
I stuck inside/ outside my beaten heart.
Awareness hurts me like the sharpest knife:
We're not a system, we are just a part of endless motion called as "real life".
I've heard we have extremely tender souls
And we can feel and even can be free.
(But we are those, who shouldn't have some goals, we shouldn't love, believe and even breathe)
We have to be a part of complex growth,
We should pretend we have a sterling life,
But we don't have. I know we are not those, who can be happy, have a husband (wife).
But I don't care about my future fate.
I want to share these seconds close to you,
I want to hold your hand until it's late and every day discover something new.
I think we can go out of here to live.
I feel your love and things I shouldn't feel.
And even our souls are just a myth...
Please, never let me go, I know you will.