dear god
in my case night is not for sleeping
but for thinking
and imagining
and re-imagining
and etcetera
i have ladybugs on my pillow
i have too many thoughts in my head
that they just don't let me go
and -i swear- they are just stupid
dear god,
i am not tired
i am not broken
i am just fine
please keep your eye on me before i mess it up