***

Àíü-×àí Çîëèíà
Above there’s an endless sky
And waters are deep beneath
It’s not that I want to die
I’m just too tired to live
 
The road is impossibly long
Behind there are only cliffs
It’s not that I am alone
It’s just that everyone leaves
 
Some people are smiling bright
But inside they are perfectly dead
It’s not that I have a right
It’s just that I can’t but feel sad
 
Every good deed has its cost
But the price is so high it scares
It’s not that I’m feeling lost
It’s just that nobody cares
 
Above there’s an endless sky
And waters are deep beneath
It’s not that I want to die
I’m just too tired to live