I am so exhausted ,
so tired, like energy was eaten from my body.
Mind is sleeping,
but I still stay awake ,
dreaming of closing my eyes,
forget everything in crazy fantasies.
Wish to wisper to his ear -
Be mine forever!
and embrace his body and fall asleep like Teddy bears.
All is gone.
My cries "Don't return, Just go"
They were wrong.
I realise it now.
He is the closest to my heart.
That's constantly saying
"Don't be silly!
He is the one, he is the only!"