The end

Иссаак Гринчин
I guess you shouldnt`t go.
I guess you shouldn`t leave.
And if you want to know -
There`s no a single card up on my sleeve.

I`m done and I accept.
I wait and I agree.
And for accepting that
The last thing is to kneel.
And I go doing that
And I do everything
To stop this bloody crap,
To find some time to think.
To see what I can lose
And what I want to find then.

But there are two different things:
"I want", "I can".
I want to fly away,
I want to see the sun,
How it is red and hot!
But here, I`m afraid, I just can not.

So what? I just can nod.
Who nods can lie to them.
He can`t just say "hit the road!"
So he agrees that then.

So when he had a chance
He lost it in his head.
And he decided that
It would be better to be mad:
To be mad on this world,
To be mad on his head...
But there`s one thing that is the worst -
The end.