Yellow song

Илья Шолохов
I always break my broken heart.
I hide my sadness in the dark.
It would be easy if it wasn't hard...
Again. 
I write and write this yellow song
And time is going very long
Tonight I'll lose myself along
The rain.

These rusty things live in my head,
They make my feelings highly bad.
My lovely sadness goes ahead
Of me.
The stars are sparkling trough the night.
I'm gonna call my fate to fight,
I wanna see at least small light
To be.