Fourteen times
I tried to hide my life
It scares me
All this time
I've thought of things that I'm
Regretting
Before the wind ever found the time to change
I saw a light flashing in me
CHORUS
If this ended now
I would feel so much
Better despite those twisted fires
But it feels like no one wants to save me
I haven't ever meant so much pain
I just hadn't thought before at all
But these flames in me have grown high
I'm not right
If I think that if I will find
A way out
And I've been down
Nothing like upon the sky
They say now
That I should have forgotten everything I had done
But even through this fog I can see they are mistaken
CHORUS
What am I supposed to say
If I don't like whatever I do
However hard I try
I just can't find a way out
CHORUS