I felt like I was drowning
Into the valley of darkness
I felt like I was dying
In shivering hand of my mother’s
I felt my own pulse hard and slow
She promised recovery from sleep
I felt my whole conscience flow
Into the unknown raging stream
“Back from the life! You’re tormented child
Come see the origin of maceration
Evil disguise of the pulchritude’s smile
The host of the world’s dark creation
Punishing worms with the sight of decay
Slumbering with tears in embrasure of thunder
Innocent dream is the one here to pay
Torn by the hollowing winds there asunder”
“Still they beget their disgusting outbursts
Martyrs of cold shapeless cloud
To set them on fire in existence that burns
With poisonous semen of God
Lonely they are in perdition of love
Sickness and madness with them
Banished from Eden and heaven above
Dark is the heart of the man
Injured from birth they are dragging their lives
Through labyrinths of dissipation
Atropine apples in wild rushing eyes
Starving the shred of compassion
Sobbing their grieves but they’ll never be heard
All of the born is the damned
Sacred machine of the faith made to hurt
Wailed is the son of the man
Merchants of death chase the perishing light
Heaven is utterly doomed
Take me, my angel, forever tonight
Back to my mother’s womb”
Everything is gone now
You have survived, my son
Now wake up from your slumber
My dear, my only one
The heart is beating smoothly
Your hands are mild and warm
I knew the time was soothing
Open your eyes, you’re born
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